What does it say about me if I struggle to pick favorites and feel bad for things I leave off the lists?

Final Fantasy (favs are X and XIV), otome games, Okami, Silent Hill, Chrono Trigger, Dragon Age, DDR & Stepmania, Kingdom Hearts, The Sims, Animal Crossing, Undertale, Elder Scrolls, Fatal Frame, Danganronpa, The Witcher, Disco Elysium, Harvest Moon/Story of Seasons, Space Channel 5, Shadow Hearts, Arcanum, Nancy Drew games, tycoon and sim games in general
Perfect Blue, Titanic, Wall-E, Mamma Mia!, Hereditary, Sunset Boulevard, LoTR Trilogy, Howl's Moving Castle, Paddington 1 & 2, The Happiness of the Katakuris, The Wailing, [REC], The Wedding Singer, Suspiria, Anastasia, The Talented Mr. Ripley, Pulse
Hannibal, I Think You Should Leave, PEN15, Tim & Eric Awesome Show, Great Job!, Nathan For You, Mindhunter
Anime & Manga
JoJo, Cowboy Bebop, Evangelion, Kenshin, Yuru Camp, Clannad, Yami Shibai, FLCL, Claymore, Great Teacher Onizuka, Kuragehime, Madoka, Samurai Champloo
BIGBANG, Kero Kero Bonito, Jonas Brothers, Masayoshi Soken, Nobuo Uematsu, Carly Rae Jepsen, Elvis, Mitski, MCR, Rina Sawayama, No Doubt, The Supremes, Incubus, Say Anything, the GazettE
baking, all things horror, theme parks (history, theming, rides, everything), video game history and preservation, vintage fashion, rhythm games, homemaking, collecting things (tsum tsum plushes, video games), FFXIV lore (particularly Ascians), crochet, browsing google maps with my husband to find funny signs, Peepy, Sanrio, lost media, obsessively researching my new thing that I'll move on from shortly